"Hai voglia di una sigaretta, eh?"
Il sorriso appena abbozzato sul viso di Lucien sembra avere stampata questa frase tra le labbra.
"Ho smesso, Lucien" mi verrebbe da rispondergli, se solo esistesse.
Lui mi ignora, porta alla bocca uno di quei chiodi di bara con la solita classe che lo contraddistingue, quella stessa classe che io non avrò mai.
Dannato.
Mi mancano quelle maledette bionde, mi manca il mio whisky, mi manca la mia voce che se ne va a farsi benedire dopo una sbronza ed un intero pacchetto bruciato!
"Ho voglia di parlare, mon petit enfant "
"Ehi! Chi sarebbe l'enfant?!?"
"Allora hai della spina dorsale, Alessandro"
Se la ride, il verme, ed io ho poco da fare il duro.
E' lui a condurre le danze.
"Allora" mi dice tra il rumore della fiamma ed il bruciare del tabacco "vuoi metterti alla tastiera?"
Non ti rispondo, razza di bastardo. Fatti bastare la bile che mi esce dagli occhi.
Sai che fartene della tua arroganza.
Io non scrivo, tu non esisti.
E' questa l'equazione.
Ti irrita, eh? Ti ho in pugno, caro il mio dannatissimo Lucien, e tu lo sai bene.
Non sorridi più?
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Alessandro,
I do not understand the writing in this post, where does it come from in you? Do you not tell me that you were bought with the precious blood of the Savior? The person who writes to me and the person who wrote this, are not the same person, and I am very,very sad.The things that I read in this post deny Christ, His holiness, and His truth that you have told me that you have.
~"Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer." Psalm 19:14
~"Because it is written, Be ye holy; for I am holy." 1 Peter 1:16
~"Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers." Ephesians 4:29
What hath light to do with darkness, I ask you, Alessandro.
These things are a grief to me to read, I do not understand....where is the New Creature in Christ that the apostle Paul talks about, old things having passed away? (2 Corinthians 5:17)
To what end can this bring glory to Christ...His word says we should speak with language of disciples, that our speech should be seasoned with salt, "...Whatsoever things are true..honest...just...pure...lovely...are of a good report,if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." ( Philippians 4:8) We as God's children should forsake even the appearance of evil so as not to blaspheme the word of God, and to be a testimony of what God has done with our lives to the unsaved around us.
~"But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light..." 1 Peter 2:9
~"Having your conversation honest among the Gentiles: that, whereas they speak against you as evildoers, they may by your good works, which they shall behold, glorify God in the day of visitation." 1 Peter 2:12
~"That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world..." Philippians 2:15
I am very grieved as your friend, and sister in the Lord to have to tell you this, but I feel that I must, for Christ's sake and yours. Please remember Alessandro, that "Faithful are the wounds of a friend..." (Proverbs 27:6) and "Can two walk together, except they be agreed?" (Amos 3:3)
I say these things to you humbly and prayerfully-"Being confident of this very thing,that he which began a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ." (Philippians 1:6)
~Kaitlyn
Ah Lucien Lucien, solo tu potresti capire la solitudine che ho dentro, quando vago per strade piene a anonime, solo tu...Eppur non esisti, se non in un tempo breve, denso di scrittura.
Tua Nadine
Hello Ale, I sent you an email....
~Kaitlyn :)
Thank you for revising your story Ale...truly. ~Kaitlyn :)
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